HAIX...today i feel sooooooooooooooo bad mood sia..
=(( heart crying~..
i almost cant tak it liao..i need some space to breathe..
haix..my hse de bitch~ (my sis) SUX~
most of the days..she return home late from sch..
then i ll hav to help her do her part of hsewk..[kana force by mum]..
no choice lo..muz do if not kana huutt..haix..~
everytime tt bitch is bein so calculative of things..watever hsewk she help me do..she count it as i owe her clearly how many times..then i hav to return la~ if no return..she call mum settle wif me lo..wa lao..~
now..of coz i also wanna ''reward'' her the same way bak~
but almost everyday she is owing me hsewk..tons n tons of times~..
everytime i said tt she owe me hsewk..she gimme black face..
tryin to push responsibility to me wif mum standin on her side..wtf~..saying till lik its my fault..
damn it..somemore..when its her fault everyone seems to say till lik its my fault..i dunno y..wat did i do wrg..haix..
i hate this kind of life..i m really very very very sick of it..
i m sooooooooooo sad..=(( T.T...
ITS MY FAULT~ EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT~ haix...
if one day i cant tak it..n killed myself..i dun think its something unexpected..~
haix..i dunno y..nowadays..i feel lik i m been blamed by many ppl..i dunno la...haix..really so sad lo.. =((
soon i m goin to b emo kid again..yay~...=.=...
This is me... =3